Dm            C
   就算天空再深  看不出裂痕
     bB           F
   眉頭  仍聚滿密雲
       Dm            C
   就算一屋暗燈  照不穿我身
     Am     Dm
   仍可反映你心

     Dm              C
   讓這口煙跳昇  我身軀下沉
     bB               F
   曾多麼想多麼想貼近

       Dm            bB
   你的心和眼  口和耳亦沒緣份
       C   Dm
   我都捉不緊

       F             C
   害怕悲劇重演  我的命中命中
       bB         C
   越美麗的東西我越不可碰
       F           C
   歷史在重演  這麼煩嚣城中
       bB           Am
   沒理由  相戀可以沒有暗湧
       bB           Am
   其實我再去愛惜你又有何用


    bB           A
   難道這次我抱緊你未必落空
     Dm            C
   仍靜候著你說  我別錯用神
     bB       C   Dm
   甚麼我  都有預感
       F     C       Am Dm
   然後睜不開兩眼  看命運光臨
       bB       C     Dm
   然後天空又再湧起密雲



小时候在家里也喜欢唱karaoke……
姐姐和表姐都喜欢唱王菲郑秀文的歌，
这首《暗涌》更是其中一首我最喜欢的歌。
林夕填的这首词涵括着多种复杂的情绪，
也是我最喜欢的词之一……
虽然副歌只有那么一段，
可是就已经足以表达整个情绪，
那种无法形容，没有答案，仍在挣扎当中的……
并不算伤心，却一点也不开心，
一直在那种不安的感觉里徘徊……

那天跟朋友去唱K,心血来潮点了林一峰翻唱的《暗涌》，
让我突然想要自弹自唱，就上网找了Chords,
虽然Keyboard只有初学者的水准，
我还是硬上了~！！

 再找不出那样的歌曲 听到都会红着脸躲避 虽然会经常忘了 我依然爱着你 

因为爱情不会轻易悲伤 

所以一切都是幸福的模样 

因为爱情简单地生长 

依然随时可以为你疯狂 

因为爱情怎么会有沧桑 

所以我们还是年轻的模样 

因为爱情在那个地方 

依然还有人在那里游荡 人来人往 

一首简单的歌词，简单的旋律，

却写得那么实在，那么坦然……

你是否也还记得你最后一次红着脸羞答答，

不敢正视自己心仪的对象是什么时候？

好像每个人都拥有自己的一段故事，

但有多少人还记得最初的最初，

大家追求及想要的是什么吗？

What is "important" means? haha, important means cannot live without!
这一生中总有一些让你觉得重要的人/事/物，何谓重要？
不就是没有了就不能活，或者需要很长时间适应才能活下去……

这个世界上，看似坚强的人们，其实有多少事情是让他们没有了就不能活呢？
真正有的话，那么这些人/事/物，可见拥有多么大的意义……
如果有一天，有人对我说“没有你我不能活”
我会觉得非常压力而闪得远远地……除非，他/她在我心目中也拥有同样的地位……

今晚，又是酒精的挑逗，我特别的想念你们，偏偏就很少亲口说出来……
不过至少都知道大家都在努力着！坚强的活着，至少我们的精神还存在着！
我就感觉欣慰……=)

She said:" If one day you feel bored or fed up of doing the routine work everyday, think of what you told me today, is this the way or things that will lead you to achieve your goal in the future?"

Next month will be the month, whether success or not, I'll still remember what she told me that day.
Though she is leaving, though i wish to learn more things from her, but this is life, this is business,
I just wish that i can be a good trainer as she is someday....

Well, wish me luck ....=)

         Seriously, who actually cares what the fuck you're thinking or who you actually are? Life has been fragile all the time, it's all about how you wanna live your life, and that matters. Sometimes I just wonder, why the hell am I given a life like this that is so much different with what others say it's stupid, it's a waste, it's worthless, or it's wrong?! I just want to live a life that I want you see, I don't need anyone to judge me nor telling me what is right and what is wrong. For what i have been through that formed me what I am today, I never blame anyone because in the end, I know there is someone who will not abandon me no matter what happen. There is a place where I belong to.
       Living in Singapore isn't that tough than I thought. It's a small city, fast pace, rush, and you will not have much time to think what you're doing. Maybe it's a city that is boring, made you forget about your dream; at least, I never felt lonely in this city of Lion. Unlike what I felt in KL, a place where I used to be, a place where I've grown up, a place with all my memories and friends around, but most of the time, I felt lonely. It's strange, or maybe i'm strange, however, I still love KL, but not without my dearest friends.
     Tonight, after a few glasses of Chardonnay, I smoke at the corridor at my place, looking into the sky, without the stars, the silence of the night made me heard every wind blow, and then I think, why did I restrict myself so much previously?  Why must I care what people think about me? I just want a fabulous life, I might be selfish, but I just hate people start to tell me what I should do and what I shouldn't. Tonight, i just feel that, my life actually just started, turning into 25 couple weeks ago, it's not getting older, but it's a start! My life just started and yeah, I must have achieved something before I turn 26. I'll never fuck my life, because i'll make my life interesting and be the way i want it to be.